Detour
The posts for this trip were often typed in dark, deserted toilet cubicles or under the lonely fluroescent strip lighting that seemed to be ever-present in the rumbling campsite laundries scattered across North America. Long after everyone else had gone to bed, I would squint and blink at the screen into the small hours. Some posts were cut-and-pasted together in the homes of the people that cared for us. Others were carved out in hostel accomodation, or in the score of nameless coffee shops where we loitered with an intent unswerving.
Generally, most were scrawled by my jagged hand in notebooks gifted by friends under torchlight in a small Wal-Mart tent, or in the passenger seat of our trusty Japanese chariot whilst The King of Space worked the pedals and aped the eclectic soundtrack blasting through the speakers with a steady nod or a subtle drum upon on the solar curve of the steering wheel.
These, and a swathe of other memories are set like concrete now in the unsettling fluid rush of the intervening months between this and my last post. Until recently, I had been working in a sunless, overground bunker with a gaggle of lost souls so devoid of fire or passion that they could barely muster the righteous indignation to complain about anything other than the most trivial of matters; if they were to tackle the glaringly obvious, dim-wittedness ignorance of those in charge, they would be broken. Their indelicate fragility smashed.
All for the stuffing of an envelope.
But I work there no more. And today, on my birthday, I sit with all jobs done before I embark upon another adventure. My clothes and books are boxed up. The room in which I have been a most grateful guest of Squiggle (see sidebar) and B, rent free, for these last five months, is cleansed. The King of Space's old computer peers down at me from the top of the stairs. Somewhere across town, my father wings his way towards me this very moment to collect me so that tomorrow we might drive to Poole. The ferry awaits. France will greet us and we will drive its length to reach the rolling beauty of its nether regions. In Gascony I will live in a remote farmhouse belonging to a friend, mostly unaccompanied for the next 4 to 6 months. I will help him renovate, and occasionally work for his parents; a rose grower and a roofer. I will slow burn 400 euros in my pocket. I will to try and get a book written. I will write to my friends because I will miss them, and that will be my only means to communicate; devolution.
Back to the written word.
So, I won't be around here for a while.
If you miss me, take your own journey through this place. The road starts on the toolbar.
It grows late, and I hear a car at the end of the road.

40 Comments:
Blimey. Even I, the most jaded of cynics, am getting a lump in my throat reading this.
You write, ya hear. You got my address (though I'm still to get yours - my plan to move across the Atlantic is still a probability, though ironically I believe the blog will still follow me...)
I look forward to the book!
Godspeed bro. I must say, you definitely live an interesting life.
Carefree. Peaceful, yet exciting. That's the way life should be.
I want to know when your book comes out. I really like reading what you say and I love how you say it. Have a great time in France and please do write here when you can.
Take care dude. Miss you already.
I knew I was drawn here for some reason on this particular day.
Happy Birthday and the warmest of wishes. I'm so happy you really are going to France at the same time that I am escaping my city -- Nice hypothetical thoughts some six months ago, but a reality now.
-Harold
I saw the post and thought "yay, Toast is back". But you're not. Have a great time in France and see you when you return.
You certainly have a knack for journeys. Looking forward to getting word from you that old fashioned way-- by way of a stamp. Best wishes in France!
Godspeed sir.
And a belated Happy Birthday to you as well.
You man of incredible spirit and bountiful courage. I envy you for your chosen path. I wish you good health, beautiful skies, warm food, cool wine, and communication with that deep part of yourself where the words are born.
Be well.
Looking forward to reading that book.
Best wishes on your novel. I really will want to read it.
SOunds like an interesting 4 to 6 months! Good luck.
Yr back! I should be in France in August or so, should you still be around.
Happy building & writing fella.
Wow! Living in France!
Your life is such an adventure, I wish you well on your journey!
Moo!
I could imagine all that you wrote. Wish you luck with your journeys.
It's good to hear from you! Thanks for the visit, and now I will forever be looking for that type of cheese!
your brilliance is either going to drive a book out of you or drive you out of your mind.
i know its the former....
not the latter.
:p
Sorry I didn't see your email in time. I have replied, but thought a line here would stand out better, maybe, as and when you do get online again.
I realize this is horribly late, I have been horribly remiss in my blog readings/writings, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Well, it reads like the beginning of a novel. Full of suspense. More please
"All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous unpremeditated act without benefit of experience." (H. Miller)
A sporadic visitor I have become, but your words fill me with sentimentality, a good thing when its positive. Enjoy this time.
Young man - do you still check on here?
I'll write in addition anyway.
But you did indeed blow my cover on the new blog, goddamyou! Now go and look at it in all it's finished glory...
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